Sunday, October 25, 2009

I was having a normal day ..and then all of a sudden everything tat ma parents were saying kinda felt like a insult to me like they were putting me down ...... and every request i made was blown-off for apparently no god damn good reason .... and then all of a sudden i felt all these emotion which were god knows why even their to being with going outta control in ma body ...and the next thing i new i was tearing up ... but tat wasn't it i mean when i tried to control it ...it became worst!!...and kaboom...out it was ...on ma moms face ...i was scream at her for no reason and my dad was just staring at me .... and the next thing i knew my mom was swearing AT ME .....and i knew i should have went out of the room or something ... but i just didn't have time!!..it all happened 4 a sudden..
well....newayz ...when i came back home from school ... 4 some god damn reason .... my dad and mom ...were acting like nothing happen!....i mean tats weird!?? and rare ... rite! .... yesterday they all were swearing at me and now all happy family !! .... but it made my soul happy 4 sum reason .... and i don't really care if they were acting or whatever .... it just made me happy! ... like i was starting new or something!!....so i don't really care what made it happen it happen!!.....


.....So people do intend to have emotional breakdowns ...and i suppose you would say its okay !...but no ....i mean you are supposed to be in control of your emotions and in short everything u r ...rite?!
....... well ..... so .... all in all ..... everything does happen 4 a reason!! ....
bad or good....just doesn't exist!!

I know confusing and maybe you'll not get what i mean ....but its alright!! .... its not that that counts .... its the thought of it :D

Friday, October 23, 2009

okeiii!!!!!...heya
so i finally make ma 1st blog ...due to the continuous bragging of ma friends (no offense ....i still luv u guyz ....muwaah.... :D) and since they all gt one ....o y shouldn't i .........but lets see how long this would last !!! .........

OMG!!! OMG!!!..i hav finally done it !!!